I can see the calling on art. I cannot say it well yet.
It is like a mission. It continues to call me front of him or her over too much difficulties.
Many fellows of painting student went somewhere. Maybe they changed their study object.
Before I get goal may I die in poverty. Although I've been also studying money making to continue my mission. However to earn too much money isn't the calling.
In my brain or heart, unconsciousness, I have an important idea. But I am not able to show it well yet. So studying.
